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But I Still Crave the Attention of Other Men. The New York Times
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But I Still Crave the Attention of Other Men. Can a reader unlearn the sense of validation she gets from male adoration? By Cheryl Strayed and Steve Almond. I’m a 24-year-old woman still solidifying her identity, especially when it comes to love and relationships. I have a desire to be adored by men. This desire started when I began to feel the pressures of the “male gaze,” as it appeared in movies, TV, books — everywhere. Men thought the ideal woman was beautiful but not vain, sexy but not slutty, game for pizza and beer but skinny, willing to comply with her partner’s sexual desires but not seek her own with other men. As an adolescent, these expectations ran through my head constantly. I secretly wanted to be every man’s dream girl. Pathetic, right? I felt happy and successful when I had at least one or two guys crushing on me. As a feminist, it pains me to admit that I got so much validation from male attention. In college, I shed some of these unhealthy needs and fell in love with someone who accepts the real me — both my beauty and my flaws. We’ve been dating for two years. We make each other laugh. He makes me feel desired and beautiful. Yet I’m still haunted by the shallow desire to be adored by other men. It makes me feel like a bad girlfriend, like I’m still chasing that high I get from a crush. Is this something all people in relationships contend with? Will I grow out of it? Is there something missing from my relationship? How do I block out societal expectations of women and continue to grow into a more genuine person who gains validation and happiness from within? Steve Almond : I’m struck by the word you use to describe how you felt when boys were crushing on you: successful . This is the mind-set that a patriarchal society enforces, one designed to keep women from defining success in ways unrelated to male adoration. Rather than berating yourself, though, please recognize the enormity of what you’re up against as a young woman in America: a culture steeped in misogyny, devoted to brainwashing women and criminalizing female ambition. This messaging comes in the form of accessorized dolls, sappy rom-coms that equate marriage and fulfillment, and the rhetoric of our president, a self-proclaimed sexual predator who chants “Lock her up!” at rallies. It will certainly help to steer clear of entertainment that traffics in these toxic messages. It’s even more important to become conscious of the ways you’ve internalized them. How did the men and women in your family define success? What messages did you receive from friends? And what is it about that high that you can’t stop chasing? It’s a real feeling. But the role it plays in your life is to keep you from identifying and pursuing forms of validation that derive from your intellectual, professional and creative achievements. I’m glad you’ve found a man who loves and accepts you. But the real question is who you are beyond your relationships to men. Cheryl Strayed : There isn’t anything wrong with wanting to feel desired by people who are not your partner, Attention. It’s a fairly common longing among people who are in monogamous relationships, even happy ones. But my sense of your conundrum is that it’s more complicated than that. You aren’t worried because you feel thrilled when a man finds you attractive, you’re worried because it makes you feel validated and you know such validation is false, fleeting and, as you note, tied to the “male gaze” that’s everywhere in our culture. I could’ve written this same letter when I was 24. It’s not even a little bit surprising that you’re grappling with the contradictions between your genuinely felt feminist values and your deep desire to be “every man’s dream girl.” In a culture that grants girls and women validation and power based first and foremost on their sexual appeal to men, it’s almost impossible not to want that. It’s called internalized sexism — when you and I and everyone we know unconsciously enacts sexist ideologies that we consciously reject. Your turmoil isn’t evidence to me that you’re shallow or lacking. Instead, it’s a sign that you’re ready to begin honestly examining the ways your erotic life has been informed by the culture. SA : What Cheryl is saying — and I second her — is that we see in your letter a person bravely reckoning with her indoctrination. This doesn’t mean you can’t take pleasure in male attention. And it doesn’t mean that you’re a bad girlfriend either. It just means that you’re struggling to unlearn an ancient and pervasive lesson: that a woman’s only path to self-worth is via male regard. It might help to read books that interrogate this paradigm (“Feminism Is for Everybody” by bell hooks, “The Feminine Mystique” by Betty Friedan, “The Second Sex&quot, by Simone de Beauvoir) and to shift your attention away from men and toward the question of your own desires. “A consequence of female self-love is that the woman grows convinced of social worth,” Naomi Wolf writes in “The Beauty Myth.” “If the world were ours too … we would ask for more love, more sex, more money, more commitment to children, more food, more care. These sexual, emotional and physical demands would begin to extend to social demands: payment for care of the elderly, parental leave, child care, etc. The force of female desire would be so great that society would truly have to reckon with what women want, in bed and in the world.” You are a part of this larger struggle, Attention. It involves you. If you want off the hamster wheel, you’ll need to be kind to yourself, and patient, but also persistent. The patriarchy won’t die on its own. It has to be killed, one feminist at a time. CS : So how do you neutralize these longings you have for validation via male sexual desire? First, by acknowledging that it won’t happen in a day.













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